The past few days I've felt a bit overwhelmed by stress - as I tend to. I have decided that I really need to get home for a fill and will be going there on the way home from Cancun. It wasn't the cheapest thing I could do, but I get to get a fill and that's pretty much priceless. I thought about trying to get home before then, but the idea of being over-filled in Mexico is definitely not appealing.
As I was talking to my mom yesterday, struggling, she reminded me that what I was going through still sounded easier than pre-op. A year ago I was in hell - unable to get my shakes down, fading on next to no calories and soon - starting to doubt whether surgery could even happen. I have to remember this - how happy I am I got through it and got to have surgery, not the specifics of my results.
I am just watching the ski cross on the Olympics - I've been such a happy and proud Canadian these past ten days!
Lots of love,
Mini-Goals and Statistics
Highest Weight; January 2009: 270
Surgery Weigh; March 4th: 255
Tummy Tuck December 15, 2010!
Current Weight: 150s
Current BMI: healthy!
Mini Goal 2: 230 - reached June 12th. - 10lbs/6 weeks.
Mini Goal 3: 220 - reached July 18th. - 10lbs/5 weeks.
Mini Goal 4: 210 - reached September 2nd. 10lbs/7 weeks.
Mini Goal 5: 199 - reached October 19, 10lbs/11 weeks
Mini Goal 6: 189 - reached December 18, 10lbs/9 weeks
Mini Goal 7: 179 - reached February 23, 10lbs/9.5weeks
100 lbs down!!