Sorry I've been a bad little blogger lately. Life has been happening, and what's better than that. This weekend I saw one of my favourite musicians in concert, had an AMAZING night out and flirted with too many boys, got stood up on a first onself line dating date (I clearly dodged a bullet there.) My weight's been kicking steadily at 205.8, morning noon and night, though I'm down a lb today. I don't get it, but I know my calories are mostly within range and I'm exercising, so I'm trying to keep up hope for the one-derland by birthday goal.
I do feel like I could use a bit of a fill, but it's so hard to tell, it changes so much. I'm at a coffee shop in town, procrastinating instead of writing a paper, and I got myself a latte and a bowl of tomato soup for lunch (I know I know, where's my protein/solids/etc. I'm bad.) And I ate one little not well-chewed oyster cracker, and I do believe I'm a little stuck. ON SOUP. ON SOUP PEOPLE. WTF.
I am due for my monthly gift (pffft) on Wednesday, or there abouts, so I figure maybe some of the new found restriction - and stall can be blamed on that. What I keep reminding myself of is this - the scale said 204.8 this morning. 204- then it'll be 203, 202, 201, 200, 199. That is unbelievably close!
To everyone who responded to the cousin thing, especially Catherine who's anger made me realize how effed up the situation is, I have decided she is on probation. The moment I hear anything negative, whether through her or the rumour mill, I am opening up a can of whoop-ass. She is thirty years old, not fifteen, and needs to behave as such. Having said that, other parts of her are super supportive... Ugh so confusing, this family thing!
Mini-Goals and Statistics
Highest Weight; January 2009: 270
Surgery Weigh; March 4th: 255
Tummy Tuck December 15, 2010!
Current Weight: 150s
Current BMI: healthy!
Mini Goal 2: 230 - reached June 12th. - 10lbs/6 weeks.
Mini Goal 3: 220 - reached July 18th. - 10lbs/5 weeks.
Mini Goal 4: 210 - reached September 2nd. 10lbs/7 weeks.
Mini Goal 5: 199 - reached October 19, 10lbs/11 weeks
Mini Goal 6: 189 - reached December 18, 10lbs/9 weeks
Mini Goal 7: 179 - reached February 23, 10lbs/9.5weeks
100 lbs down!!