Just got up, not working till noon today. As much as it kind of sucks to be at work until 8 or 8:30 most nights, at least I get to sleep in and not set the alarm... I love just waking up and knowing there's no way I could be late. I do set an alarm for 11:30, just for emergencies, but I'm already on my way then!
I am getting so close to 50lbs I can taste it - my scale is giving me 220.6 today. A little over half a pound, which is really nothing, and I have faith it'll come off in the next few days... By Tuesday, which is kind of my official weigh-in day would be ideal, but I'll let it go as long as it's SOON!
So I've blogged a bit about how I definitely feel like I'm getting more attention from boys these days, and I think with that comes some sort of like... Temptation. I am one-hundred percent for girls owning their sexuality and whatever, and I'm totally happy that I've had a few little hook-ups lately, and I've kept it under control and all that. But it's crazy how bad I just want to like... Be bad. I feel like it's not even that I'm looking so good so much as I'm feeling so much better. But I need to sort of like... Calm down a little maybe. I'm going boy crazy all over again at 23. I did some googling, and promiscuity and all that are really common after weight-loss. I wasn't confident enough in high school or college to do the crazy thing, and I think it's catching up with me now. All in all, I really would love to find a boy I actually wanted to spend time with and not just make out with, haha, but for now, I figure I've got to kiss a lot of frogs.
Mini-Goals and Statistics
Highest Weight; January 2009: 270
Surgery Weigh; March 4th: 255
Tummy Tuck December 15, 2010!
Current Weight: 150s
Current BMI: healthy!
Mini Goal 2: 230 - reached June 12th. - 10lbs/6 weeks.
Mini Goal 3: 220 - reached July 18th. - 10lbs/5 weeks.
Mini Goal 4: 210 - reached September 2nd. 10lbs/7 weeks.
Mini Goal 5: 199 - reached October 19, 10lbs/11 weeks
Mini Goal 6: 189 - reached December 18, 10lbs/9 weeks
Mini Goal 7: 179 - reached February 23, 10lbs/9.5weeks
100 lbs down!!