So I feel like I haven't written here in forever, though i think it's been about four days. Things are mostly going well. I had my first salad today which was a nice change, and although I don't feel a lot of restriction anymore, I do find the bit I have does help me stop eating a bit early... It's for some reason really important for me that the scale doesn't go up, and to be honest, my eating has not been perfect lately. I know I need to not criticize myself so much, but I just wish I had a bit more will-power... But then again, if I had will-power I wouldn't have needed this surgery, eh?

However, I do have some good news, haha, I went shopping today! I bought two sun-dresses, one that has a sort of ruched(sp?) boobage area from H&M (size 14) one from Old Navy (XXL... the boobs keep me from going down in sizes if there's no stretch/ruching(again, sp?) I also bought tow pairs of jeans, from Old Navy. I meant to buy both in size 16, but accidentally took home one of them in a 14. I don't really mind, I did feel like the 16 were a touch too big, but the 14 were still too small, so it'll be nice to have them fitting soon. Plus I got shoes. And yes, I'm still unemployed, though I have been babysitting and helping my mom at her office doing autism assessments. Here's a pic of the shoes... I can't find my actual camera so I can't really take pics of the rest of the things... slash I'm lazy.

xox
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